Thursday, May 01, 2008
I find myself debating with myself and not knowing why there is a debate! Simple responses become liable to prolonged analysis like two lawyers before a judge arguing out a death or life case!
Is it that these many brain cells lack a more entertaining exercise perhaps because i have trained them poorly? Or is it a regular pass time they are fond of?
How come 1 plus 1 is not neccessarily two for me? Who is this other guy always arguing with me?
Am I not able to do the right thing? I know the right to do, it is written on my core yet this man keeps debating about it, haranguing and leading me to places i never ought to be in the first place!
Jesus....you know me.
You. A great conflagration is consuming my inner man!
Peace.... I know of peace. I have touched it with my heart, seen it with my soul but where does it hide now?
Is it not here all along? all along watching as me and this man talk?
Or peace be still. Jesus......you.
You. Have you not set me free?
I know you.....you have....i am alive.
Grace me free coz working is to stressing for me. let me rest my Saviour coz now i am weary.
"But of Him you are in Christ Jesus, who became for us wisdom from God--and righteousness and sanctification and redemption-- that, as it is written, "He who glories, let him glory in the Lord."
I Corinthians 1:30