Thursday, November 30, 2006

back...

Oh has it been loooong!! By the way you can imagine I am still apprehensive of resumption of MUK activities. Not because I do not love to study, I jus don't like being stressed. There is some hommie seated at the main gate mbu hunger striking for the "gov't to open the campus in three days". Bro, this fella loves to sound like the beloved Messiah... This is the same hommie who let dwn his fellow reps by not doing anything to support campus "politics" and was known only in these cbs and radio one "people's platforms".( I av forgotten the local names). Anyway, is he trying to redeem self?

Cece Winans is coming to Uganda! Good news for some of us. Tell u a crazy story? Once had a crush on some chic called Priscilla. Now, if u havent noticed, i am called Benjamin so i used to day dream of Bebe and Cece... coz Cece's a short form for Priscilla, and Bebe...well u guessed it.

Am only still looking for a 10/g - note given being off campus restricts one's parents from supporting day to day activities like dates, Papa San concerts etc.

Meanwhile we have leaks saying we are returning to campus on 3rd and shall start off with exams. Holy....oh--blasphemy! Sorry, I shall see a counsellor to help me handle that shock!!

The keys of this keyboard are so hard you could cut diamond on them. Oh!! 1 more thing that makes off campus life a hustle...

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Da dam. Okay, what a way for the week to end. As others were emptying themselves and becoming more miserable, some of us were filling ourselves with good things. Yeah, get ma drift. Let us not fight about PAM awards and Papa San, no, the truth shall set you free. So on Sato, we marched as you noticed, through tawu peku Kololo airstrip breaking the shame that comes with abstaining. Yah, someone must talk about it! Sex is morally wrong outside marriage but do guys care anymore? Yet when someone says that they are virgins or abstaining, a barrage of insults follows! Why should we who are doing the right thing become ashamed of it yet those who are doing the wrong thing be proud of it? Look at the Gay pride marches!!! spit! Anyway, you guys missed coz there was a brother named Lukus Simari from Boston who was with Papa San ( and this Jamaican can flow) who blew us away with his quality voice and hot beats! Guys, look for his music! infact check out his web, http://www.lukussimari.com/ . Now Papa San! Talk about from rags to riches! From the world into the scripture! He is the fastest flowing person i have heard so far and he knows how to work up a crowd. He was over heard saying that the last time he was in Uganda he was at Nile Hotel, still a sinner. But he praises God that as part of his desire to go wherever he was before to undo stuff that even now, Nile Hotel changed to Serena, it is new, and even he himself has changed! Man!! Ebyo nga bikyari awo, Ps Martin Ssempa launched with Hon. Mary Karoro Okurut (On behalf of the 1st lady) the Abstinence Pride flag as well as the marriage flag to become global symbols of pride and strength! UCU was there, Gayaza Junior and Senior was there, CERUDEB supported. I cannot forget Isaac Rucci, the guy of Limit X whose love for music has never died out. Man it was the bomb! I do not want to hear about PAM, it is of no heavenly importance. "I said I hate yo beeps, mayb I can handle them, I don' like yo texts." That was what a long time friend said to me. Funny ha...! I can remember a line in Will Smith's song- just the two of us- "someday some girl's gon' break yo heart, and oooh! aint no pain like from the opposite sex..." Anyway, made me think so much... but ai will handle.

what a week-END!

Da dam. Okay, what a way for the week to end. As others were emptying themselves and becoming more miserable, some of us were filling ourselves with good things. Yeah, get ma drift. Let us not fight about PAM awards and Papa San, no, the truth shall set you free. So on Sato, we marched as you noticed, through tawu peku Kololo airstrip breaking the shame that comes with abstaining. Yah, someone must talk about it! Sex is morally wrong outside marriage but do guys care anymore? Yet when someone says that they are virgins or abstaining, a barrage of insults follows! Why should we who are doing the right thing become ashamed of it yet those who are doing the wrong thing be proud of it? Look at the Gay pride marches!!! spit!

Anyway, you guys missed coz there was a brother named Lukus Simari from Boston who was with Papa San ( and this Jamaican can flow) who blew us away with his quality voice and hot beats! Guys, look for his music! infact check out his web, http://www.lukussimari.com . Now Papa San! Talk about from rags to riches! From the world into the scripture! He is the fastest flowing person i have heard so far and he knows how to work up a crowd. He was over heard saying that the last time he was in Uganda he was at Nile Hotel, still a sinner. But he praises God that as part of his desire to go wherever he was before to undo stuff that even now, Nile Hotel changed to Serena, it is new, and even he himself has changed! Man!!

Ebyo nga bikyari awo, Ps Martin Ssempa launched with Hon. Mary Karoro Okurut (On behalf of the 1st lady) the Abstinence Pride flag as well as the marriage flag to become global symbols of pride and strength!

UCU was there, Gayaza Junior and Senior was there, CERUDEB supported.

I cannot forget Isaac Rucci, the guy of Limit X whose love for music has never died out. Man it was the bomb!

I do not want to hear about PAM, it is of no heavenly importance.

"I said I hate yo beeps, mayb I can handle them, I don' like yo texts."

That was what a long time friend said to me. Funny ha...! I can remember a line in Will Smith's song- just the two of us- "someday some girl's gon' break yo heart, and oooh! aint no pain like from the opposite sex..."

Anyway, made me think so much... but ai will handle.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Away from you

Away from you
Unbound by you,
Untouched by you
Unshackled from you.

Away from you
From the scales on my eyes
From the dust on my skin
From the pain in my heart.

Breathing lightly again,
I can quench my need
For the fullness of the smell
Of the air that I breathe.

Laughing again,
I can stare at roses and lilies
And gape at butterflies
Without hurrying on with life.

Away from you
Alive anew,
My heart glows love
Away from you O World.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

psalm 151

Yo, i guess this gon' be the saddest i have posted since. But man am not feeling my self anymore. There is so much discouragement against me, against what i am doing , against what i want to achieve. Ever since Thursday nite, I feel so lonely. I feel the burden of BASIC on me, alone. My heart cries wounded when things do not go down. Of late i have had friends who are reclining from me coz i do not fit in their group altogether. I do not like masked faces. I wish people would just be honest. I do not want to be judgemental but most times i catch myself. I am a believer, and love believes all, hopes all, endures all, bears all. I want to love. I have been encouragign people of late but now I know it is time i listen to the Holy Spirit because He is the spring of life within me. I cannot depend on people, God I cannot, I need to depend on every bit of Your word, so help me dear Father. So much is planned, things are not going through but I know that all things work together for the good of those who love the Lord and are called according to His purpose. I love you Jesus. So it is in times like this that I cry out, SAVIOUR, EMMANUEL, thank you because it was finished! And I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Blessed be your name o Lord.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

GOD BE PRAISED!!

 now, this is my life ths week. two tests on the weekend, two meetings, invited for three graduation parties...so far and want to go for youth service on Friday at KPC. What shall become of me? Man,  this three days have been quite enthralling, i have had one lecture so far, missed a practical of a lecturer who claims she informed everyone about it and well excited coz school stops today till next Tuesday, well..yeah except that i have two tests this weekend!!
God is good, if i must remind you. On Monday during powerpoint(MCC CELL- makerere community church cell) there was a prayer request from my friend Allen who's cousin's wife was over due. Now since we have been taught faith i felt a fire in my Spirit to pray as we finished, okay there were many other prayer items and i was given another but i also prayed for the induction of labour pains. Now we prayed, believed and then spiritually received. So yesterday i meet Allen going to Timothy Class(discipleship class in MCC) and she breaks to me news of how her cousin's wife gave birth!!! I said GOD IS GREAT!!!!!
PRAISE HIM!!

Saturday, September 30, 2006

saturday.

i had some tears come out of ma eyes thursday nite. Someone i love had laughed at me; when i remember that i feel like why was i cryin? There is a way people can distract you from God. but i aint fallin dere. Man today was Campus Ignite Festival at Makerere Sports Grounds and we had some nice time there. i did not to stay to the end to tell you how many received Christ but i am sure many did. Here i am in labs yet i have a test tomorrow morning. But i aint freaked out. God says i shall be the head and not the tail. so i am confident that what am going to read is goin to come and am a butt the paper. God is good.

KPC LOOKS BEUATIFUL INSIDE!!!!!!!!! Woohoo!! Man you guys oughta step into it and check it out, it looks wonderful. Can't wait to go to church 2moro. Love you guys.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

love letter

The words you are about to experience are trueThey will change your life if you let themFor they come from the very heart of GodHe loves you, and He is the Father you have been looking for all your life ...This is His love letter to you.
Father's Love Letter
My Child ~You may not know me, but I know everything about you ~ Psalm 139:1I know when you sit down and when you rise up ~ Psalm 139:2I am familiar with all your ways ~ Psalm 139:3 Even the very hairs on your head are numbered ~ Matthew 10:29-31For you were made in my image ~ Genesis 1:27 In me you live and move and have your being ~ Acts 17:28 For you are my offspring ~ Acts 17:28 I knew you even before you were conceived ~ Jeremiah 1:4-5 I chose you when I planned creation ~ Ephesians 1:11-12 You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book ~ Psalm 139:15-16I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live ~ Acts 17:26 You are fearfully and wonderfully made ~ Psalm 139:14 I knit you together in your mother's womb ~ Psalm 139:13 And brought you forth on the day you were born ~ Psalm 71:6 I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me ~ John 8:41-44I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love ~ 1 John 4:16 And it is my desire to lavish my love on you ~ 1 John 3:1Simply because you are my child and I am your father ~ 1 John 3:1 I offer you more than your earthly father ever could ~ Matthew 7:11 For I am the perfect father ~ Matthew 5:48 Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand ~ James 1:17 For I am your provider and I meet all your needs ~ Matthew 6:31-33 My plan for your future has always been filled with hope ~ Jeremiah 29:11Because I love you with an everlasting love ~ Jeremiah 31:3 My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore ~ Psalm 139:17-18 And I rejoice over you with singing ~ Zephaniah 3:17 I will never stop doing good to you ~ Jeremiah 32:40 For you are my treasured possession ~ Exodus 19:5 I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul ~ Jeremiah 32:41 And I want to show you great and marvelous things ~ Jeremiah 33:3If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me ~ Deuteronomy 4:29 Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart ~ Psalm 37:4 For it is I who gave you those desires ~ Philippians 2:13I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine ~ Ephesians 3:20 For I am your greatest encourager ~ 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles ~ 2 Corinthians 1:3-4When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you ~ Psalm 34:18 As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart ~ Isaiah 40:11One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes ~ Revelation 21:3-4 And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth ~ Revelation 21:3-4 I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus ~ John 17:23For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed ~ John 17:26He is the exact representation of my being ~ Hebrews 1:3He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you ~ Romans 8:31 And to tell you that I am not counting your sins ~ 2 Corinthians 5:18-19Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled ~ 2 Corinthians 5:18-19 His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you ~ 1 John 4:10 I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love ~ Romans 8:31-32 If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me ~ 1 John 2:23And nothing will ever separate you from my love again ~ Romans 8:38-39 Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen ~ Luke 15:7 I have always been Father, and will always be Father ~ Ephesians 3:14-15 My question is ~ Will you be my child? ~ John 1:12-13 I am waiting for you ~ Luke 15:11-32 Love, Your Dad, Almighty God

A Father's Love Letter is owned and copyrighted by Barry Adams. Copyright 2001 by FathersLoveLetterAll rights reserved. No Reprint Without PermissionNarration: Roy LamontMusic: Robert Critchley

reflections

Point to note.

Christ's dieing on the cross. If you look at it from any point of view, it was because of love. Extravagant love for his creation. That we may begin to walk in the blessing and not the curse. Oh, for the cross. I thank God.

EMMA Kato won a rally last weekend altho' now i seem to forget the details.

A friend of mine came back from mOROTO and well he is also graduating next week. He told us of how God saved his life through a dream. He dreamt the car he was travellin in would be ambushed but did not take it seriously. His main concern was to reach out to certain neighbours. so the conviction was so great he delayed his trip and guess what. The driver called him up later on that day and told him how their car had been ambushed by warriors...!! Is God not good to his beloved?

We began doing tests and man do i have an issue with reading. I always read a day or two before the exam. What can someone remedy?

Can i crack you up?

Last Friday we went for door to door ministry at Grand Hostel and as you may or may not know, this is a ladies' hostel. Now for me and my companions we only encountered one brother who was on the case of one sista- you knw Friday nytes and how it works when you are not born anew-for us yo' its a good nyte for a nyte of prayer. Anyway that is not the point.
My colleagues amused me and said that most of the rooms they went to had guys in them!!! I was amazed the more coz they actually led one brother to Christ, in a ladies hostel!! Glory.

I was contemplating on my single hood. I remember i already asked God for someone but maybe that was not the right time. I am like my life seems more interesting without the focus on one chic. As in, God is much more in focus and i was like maybe this cd be for till i die...Waaaaah!!! I want to get a beautiful gurl, marry her and we make 'babes'. No pun there. Marriage talk! I was at a reception and it reminded me i am a man now, with a moustache tho almost inconspicuous, it is visible. So i have to move and make some important decisions.

love u guys.,

Monday, September 25, 2006

money

i need money.

sorry 4 bein away

You see in a love realtionship, both parties have to show something lest one thinks the other is cheating and decides to leave. Now i was greatly discouraged after all the posts that there was no single comment! I gave myself a break, anyway am back.
Friday was an amazing day for me coz it was one of those days that make you thank God, you are Ntwatwa. So I was supposed to lead brothers into a meeting with a high profile leader in the Church-MCC but because I was registering, the show down never materialised. Spot; I left my place and went to FCIT with the hope of registering before Lunch. So, i joined a line which i knew was correct. Patience is one of the fruit that manifest in my life these days, so altho' the line was not moving because of an irritatingly slow lady i kept my peace. Nga a sister appears out of the blue with attitude and demands a place infront of me(was it behind?) Anyway because i walk in love i was good 'nufff to surrender it. So nga we keep on chilling then these guys decide to just say, "eh, it is already lunch time, we have to go. We will be back at 2:00pm sharp!!" Aate me a Christian brother, i took her word literally and sacrificed lunch hoping 2pm i wd be shooting off for the rendez-vous. Did they appear? Their 2pm apparently is 3:00pm so we started off again. I tho't i was smart, i was number one on the line, but when this madman.. i mean madam came she sat away from my line and so i was there angulating my hand for the chic to please deal with my papers. Nga she finally takes them. Now when i th't all was good, she assures me, boy you got an original exam permit, take it away! Brothers and Sisters, if not for the peace that passes all understanding, i would have fainted or cried like some chics earlier coz the line was thick at the front and how wd i reclaim my gwa? But i new God was faithful. At that time i had only 400/- in my pocket that i could use and i was praying that it be enuff for the photocopy and by His grace it was. So i go back up. I ask some brother for space to reclaim my gwa infront of the other sista who i gave a place but was he budging? However sometimes things move by force so i slowly by slowly forced and again i was at the front infront of the sista! Then another trial appeared. The real officials came and good enuff for me, he ordered a line behind me. So i give him the docs. So he first assures me " i am not going to waste time with people who do not know how to fill their forms, which year are you?" and he throws back the form at me. I say. " okay" i have a ball point. I wrote on all the three copies and hand it back to him. He goes through asks for my bankslips and i assure him, am on government! He looks offended! And asks for my ID. I pull it out and hand it to him; " It is not renewed? Why didn't you renew. Is it because you are on government?! Go! Go renew it!!" Now I was shocked!! Renew my card, now?!!! Where? How? I did not move after all what does Psalm one say about people like me, we shall not be moved. I prayed to God and stayed there, assuring him how that was an impossible feat. Now my systa who now was on my right was also getting her forms verified and he asked her for her card. Now sistas are miraculous if not witty. So, she pulls out her wallet, acts as though is pulling out a card. In the mean time the man is dishing out comments to other people as he signs her forms. So by the time he finishes signing them, the card is still in her wallet and he has apparently forgotten he asked for it. So she moves away, leaves me there standing int he might of the Lord!! Now God is faithful coz sincerely that aint no treatment for a son. Soon, he gave up his ways and signed my docs and leave the line at around 3:30pm! Now i see the sister standing there and ask her if she got back a form for herself and she said yes. I asked if she had signed and he said no. So we proceeded to the place for signing and we did! Now this brother must have had an issue against government students coz as i was signing i was signing angularly and he said " you, you are disorganising the line, because you are a government student you think you can disorganise the line? Go away and let others sign first." Obvioulsy i was finishing and by now was cooking up a hearty laugh. When i encountered the systa again she laughed and assured me how worried she had got when i was being rejected coz i had an unupdated card.
Now apparently this sista is my friend so she had a problem with her shoe so i pushed her to CCE to get her shoe fixed. As we were movin she realised mine was worse, mind you i do not love buying shoes so i had kept this particular pair for 3 years, since first year i mean. Oh, she was like brother you gotsta get a new shoe and i was bugged till i decided to go get a new one.

Guess wat. My man Emka did it. This year is really favouring me via sports. For those of u who thought Emma Kato was a joker-eeh winning oyee!!

I felt i should inform you fellas. October 28th in the secular world may mean something awesome in Uganda but for us who believe that God has meant for us to wait for sex till marriage, we shall be participating in the Global Abstinence Pride March at Kololo Airstrip and we shall be privileged to have Papa San. Come and walk with us.

I had two tests last Sunday, a bit hard but i dealt with them..lol. see u around.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

didn't i tell you?

UGANDA 3 LESOTHO 0.

Now, whoever was doubting that at times change is good- that my friend is a very good example of what change can do. Our pros can actually score!!! Oh, that's why they are pros in the first place. Man am i happy we won that match and such a margin. I know we are going to beat every team which lands here and even away. Man African Cup of Nations is in our grasp this time.

Meanwhile, campus is getting tough. assignments, and stuff, if it wasn't for Jesus...

man, don't have much to holla today, so God bless.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

morning my neighbour, i love you

Man, did you heard? Out of Eden my favourite gospel groups decided to call it quits and pursue their individual interests!! Wow man am gonna miss them. Talking about ziiki. Bobi Wine, Bucha Man, Bebe Cool, Chameleone, Titie have a case to answer. Why? hmmm? Why proclaim to be born again and go on in the same spirit of the world? You think going to Church is some kind of ritual for blessing? You see, people who love the praise of man better than the praise of God usually end up in kayasi! Take a look at Saul! Me am not impressed, infact i do not think practising Christians should even be encouraged to buy their music! Am i sounding like a fanatic? Brothers, for those of you who love soccer, guess who is playing in the match against Lesotho today? Jackson Mayanja 'kawoowo'. Oh my God, i was talking with some people and they think Csaba must be some crazy kinda guy. i believe he is going to deliver, because i have believed for vicotries in Kampala and we shall have them.
Guess what! I am resorting to packing lunch. Seeing that these faculty guys have put lectures at times when it is lunch time, i am also packing my lunch. I have no time to go back to Nkrumah to eat the last of the meal-usually beans, or just peices of meat, actually many pieces of meat. I am only wondering where i will get this food from int he morning, Campus food is expensive except that at KK. not KK Beach Ggaba, but kikumi kikumi where you can have food of two hundred ugandan shillings- for example Yams for 200/- and soup( mind you soup is free)! hehe!! Campus is wonderful. My God have you seen the curvings or whatever ont he new library!!! 'kumansula' in action. I suggest they replace the picture of the girl coz she is too revealing for a clay creation.
I have looked for comments on my blog in vain man, its like i am doing this for myself man. ANyway, no biggie. am enjoyin it. Christ is big in this shizzle.

Friday, September 01, 2006

typos

guys am sorry about the million typos in one of the posts i sent. i will surely be more English next time i write. Eh remember my friend, the one i said i wish she had not come back... i take that back coz we are moving on well by God's grace. so i will be here later.

is typo really an English word?

bonna bagagawale

It's a wonderful thing to be a campuser; of rolexes and late night suppers, liquid suppers and early morning lunches. Wednesday is a wonderful day becuase it's got 5hr lectures straight from 11am to 4pm. I do not know what these people think, because we are now in third year so they can beat the hell out of us(if we indeed all have hell inside of us) and make sure we prepare for unlunching days. I felt whoever designed the timetable feels as though most of us(Christians) are not fasting and so he comes up with a timetable to induce it. Praise be to God. I have an issue with bloggers who tend to use derogatory words in trying to put forward their emotional offsets. It reminded me of this movie the MAN by Samuel L and some other funny white guy. The guy was getting fed up, because Samuel L was always saying the F word. so nga the white brother decides to give him help " for crying out loud". whenever he felt like saying the f word he would say "for crying out loud". Try it, it may help.
And the Red Pepper guys should just be ignored because they are what is referred to as a tabloid! I cannot believe they have the audacity to accuse Pastor Kayanja of such heinous doings! But that is what is expected, like you cannot expect a snake to unbotheringly walk(oh, they cannot walk) okay, slide past you without spitting some hate(poison) so it is with the media-just be in a position of greatness. I can only imagine what would have happened if there were tabloids when King David ordered the killing of Uriah and then slept with His wife! In the same way the media craves for such things and you wonder how it is going to help the country. It is like Hon. Kadaga and her prostitutes, how can an immoral issue get precedence in a country's parliament while people are hungry, poor, uneducated and the likes. Because it has been there for long does not mean it should be legalised. It would mean legalising theft, corruption and the like...(am thankful they haven't yet put forward motions for those things...Glory to God). Now, bonna bagagawale...yes, all should inherit the Kingdom of God where your riches are not in danger of corruption and cannot wear out.People try it, infact accept the to become the King's son/daughter and you inherit the Kingdom- how easy is that. No documents, no applications just a prayer and heart and you enter.
Big ups to my hommie Nsaba Buturo, God stregthen you.Kati i have a report to print and hand in. later skaters.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

changing place of worship

so , i finally remembered i had a blog. but it came as an idea from someone who i must have been boring. see i have these writer friends and i keep on emailing them stuff. i think he was tired of me emailing everyday....nahh!!! anyway, i am finally finishing my report which is due friday, mind you today is wednesday. a friend of mine with whom a lot of events have happened came back and it is not good for me, i wish i had not prayed for her return coz now how will i concentrate? not the point, i am happy Kony has given up his murderous ways and as surely as the Lord is love, once he asks for mercy he shall get it. Now which God is like my God?! Talking about that, the teacher at the resource center i go to at campus declared that a condition for attending his class shall be being uptodate via Cover 2 Cover a devotional that goes throughout the Bible chronologiacally. Hear me out. so i stopped reading the book a long time ago, i found i could not keep up and decided not to pressure myself after all it is by grace. i have been reading the Bible and had also read the book before. I do not know what to do, i think i shall finally tell him that, so if he rejects me it will be good for me coz i actually want to join another place of worship. I already have a teacher who is very informed. I will post here again about how things have changed ever since i joined the church and why i want to leave, nothing personal, purely spiritual.
had the chance of talking with an Old gal yesto and she really surprised me. Here i was thinking that she was a quiet shy melancholic like me, yet we talked and talked. I did not want to leave coz the conversation was so enthralling but i had to, it was late and i was in a girl's hall and she had been typing her report. Well, she kinda put a smile on me face. Hey, i better finish my report. later.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Today

Today i had a fight. Today I found out interesting stuff. Today my heart got broken all over again. Today I cried again.
I asked myself the reason,
The reason I feel how I do
But when I look back to the future
It's just there staring me in the face.
And I wish it could go away,
I wish she could go away-
But damn, she's here to stay
Damn, my heart may start to decay.
Today I want to live again
But my heart has refused to beat again.
If I could but find away
To wipe the tears away,
To make me breathe again-
My life would start again,
Away from the pain of the past.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

today

weeks now. i have flu, three tests on da weekend, a project propossal to hand in Oh God...you are able!!!

Friday, April 14, 2006

my thoughts today

man this song explains well about me.
i know you'll love it.

Tonight
by Plus One
Exodus (2003)
Song lyrics

I wanna walk down 3rd street slow
Drive up and down the coast
Watching the sunset hang
while God puts on His show
I want a life outside my own
a stranger that everybody knows
i want to kill the ghost that haunts me
as i grow
But today
and every single day
just covers up my face
the earth is dark
but i can see the sky
Chorus:
tonight
i 'll leave myself behind
and run into the light
i am broken
but that just your type
i want to trade this tongue for ears
make failure disappear
i want the confidence that doesnt leen on cheers
i wan to plant the golden sea
beside a sparkling sea
working my way up high
in a deeply rooted tree
but today
and every single day
just cripples both my legs
these hands dont work
but yours will do just fine
Chorus
Tonight
yeah tonight
Shine your light let me see tonight
Shine your light but your heart in mine
Cut the cord from this empty life
Cut the cord leave it all behind
Shine your light let me see tonight
Shine your light put your heart in mine
Cut the cord form this empty life
Cut the cord leave it all leave it all behind
Shine your light let me see tonight
Shine your light put your heart in mine
Shine your light let me see tonight
Shine your light but your heart in mine
Chorus
Tonight
Shine your light let me see tonght
shining light put your heart in mine (tonight)
Shining light let me see tonight (yeah)
shining light put your heart in mine
(come on shining light put you r heart in mine)
yeah